so i have been told twice today that i am doom-and-gloom pessimistic...but i prefer "realistic." i am more of a hope for the best but plan for the worst type pf person. i try to always see the silver lining in everything and to help others see the bright side, but apparently, my silver has been tarnished and my brights on dim lately. i am a hopeful pessimist...i truely believe there is hope for everyone in any and all situations...though i am realistic about how most things will turn out. *sigh* so, i guess i need to work on the delivery of my responses as to not appear pessimistic.
on another, more disturbing note...my biological clock is tick-tiCK-TICKING! ususally i just hit snooze and go about my business, but for the past three weeks i have this crazy, overwhelming desire to reproduce. it is terrible. all i can think about are babies and how much i really want one...like it is the newest accessory or something?! i have tried all the usual fixes for the baby blues, but i still have this crazy notion that for my birthday, i want a kid. not to adopt a child, but to actually have one. Reality: this is a terrible idea. Fantasy: i want a child to love, teach, protect and learn from...
someone please fix me :(
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